my afflictive note
a strong scratching pain rotates inside my heart
don’t know what to do
don’t want to hurt u,
by knowing u dont love me
i dont want to disturb u even….
but the pain, pain, pain inside me
cant control anymore
i pray today on my knees,
just to let happiness,
will always be there with u
i dont care about myself anymore
dont knw when im gonna be dead
but i want to see just a smile on your face
i know i cant change anything,
but still im not free of u
u always come into me, a way that i dont even know how to tell
i have started to recognise things which aren’t realy there,
likewise i see u
but knowing that now u realy dont love me,
i just dont want to talk about my feelings anymore,
coz it aint gonna change anything,
i just dont know wot to do
i cant live to see u, with some other guy
i may not bare that….
whenever i think of u, tears come out from my eyes
its realy painful…
but still i can live the memories u left behind………i know i love u… today i knew how painful this is…
